and who knows how many more to go! I’m happy thus far, just slightly exhausted, 12 hours 7 days a week gets old…everyday is Monday.
I love how deployment gives me so much time to reflect, on anything and everything. It reminds me of who is really there for me, who I can depend on. It’s crazy how much can change in just a few years…somethings make me sad, but then I remind myself that everything happens for a reason. A person can go from being one of the most important people in your life at one point to just another acquaintance, and I realize that that person will always have a special place and a purpose in my life..but sometimes that drifts away, and it’s ok. Then, there’s the people who will just always be a major part of your life, no matter how often you talk or not…you just know it’s forever. Family to me will never change, I can not imagine my life without my parents and brothers…with out them I’d be nothing. All of my family gives me such amazing encouragement and support..and I couldn’t ask for anything more.
- one third of me: i want a cute relationship so much, awh relationships are so cute
- one third of me: sex sex sex horny fuck relationships lets just be slutty
- one third of me: fuck everyone i hate you all go kill yourselves
Just had a conversation with someone from my not too long ago past, and it felt awesome. I didn’t think I’d ever talk to him again after he left. Interesting… my feelings are too all over the place these last few days!