what to do on this extra day this year...
work(done). nap time. laundry/clean, room inspections tomorrow. study! E4 exam is in 2 weeks, ahhh! gym, gotta get back in shape for chilling by the jacuzzi in vegas ;) as well as the PRT in 2 months, and Warrior Dash & Tough Mudder in July/September.. and some studying to get my freaking permit tomorrow or friday! busy, busy productive day. =]
shaantdidwhat: This is my response to ‘pop’...
what just happened...?
these past few days have been such a whirlwind of thoughts/emotions. i had so much fun, probably the most since i’ve been back. i genuinely feel happy, although i’m still a little lost right now. but i’m finding my way with some amazing people, and a couple new potential people in my life ;)
i want you
to want me. i need you to need me. i’d love you to love me. I’m begging you to beg me.
to figure this out! why did i ask you to come over last night? i actually met someone with potential of being something more, and then i drink a few beers and let you come over. i want to understand my own feelings… i really, really do. why do i have to make every freaking thing complicated? i’m so tired of overanalyzing and over thinking everything. i want simplicity, simple things...